Friday, August 29, 2008

one of those nights

I want to believe in my HEART, not just my head.
I want to start over, give all my junk to Him and get a clean slate back... but I want to feel that it's been taken care of.
It's just so hard to have faith, to trust and believe that it's been done, when you haven't felt a difference.
*sigh*
Tonight is one of those nights where my heart's overflowing with stuff that I just want to let out, but this time, journaling and crying and praying just aren't doing the trick.

What else am I supposed to do?

1 comment:

Nichelle’s musings said...

I am sending you a massive, cyber, bear hug. *hug* I wish I could give you a hug in person. I am praying for ya.
~Taralah